I’ve been avoiding posting a message because here I am at 32 days and I feel things should be better. But they aren’t. Sunday morning I woke up thinking of smoking and I haven’t been able to stop. I’ve gained 6lbs, feel bloated, and continue to eat even though I know I shouldn’t. It’s not a hand/oral feeling I”m trying to replace, it’s comfort and trying to fill this void that I feel inside. I’m just hoping this gets better. I know it’s all about attitude and believe me…I’m trying to change my attitude but mostly I just feel worn out from trying to change it.
I’m in a happy go lucky mood, aren’t I? I’m just venting and looking forward to getting past this addiction. One moment at a time….
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